It's 2AM

Is it wrong to be so infuriated by the fact that my birthmother called me twice at this hour? Midnight is perhaps understandable. But at this time? I have to work in the morning and am trying to sleep. But even if I did not have to work in the morning, isn't it just, well, selfish? We can't have a real conversation....she only wants to hear my voice. So in order to hear it, she feels she has the right to call me at whatever time she wishes.

I realize they are paying for the cell bill, but I never asked them to do that. In fact, I tried to dissuade them, knowing it was a way of ensuring that I feel indebted. Even if they didn't consciously intend to do so, they have and it's hard to believe it was completely unintentional. Especially in light of their late-night phone calls.

I realize that she and my birthfather get drunk and that that is the reason she calls so late, but while I felt their drinking made them more fun before, it makes them seem a little sad now. This may be a bitter, overdramatized outlook as a result of being sleep deprived and grumpy....but it's my rant and how I'm feeling at 2AM. Now I must go to sleep so I can wake up for work in the morning. Hope I don't get another call. But then again, I've put my phone on silent.